On Life

There’s more to life than

The drawing behind my eyes

There’s more to you than a

Lullaby

And more than my babies cry

There’s more to life than

The stormy zoo and

The rolls of hay that chase you

More and more

I see you there

I see you close your eyes

And watch the drawing come alive

Everyday It Gets A Little Closer

Everyday I sit awake

Everyday I give and take

Everyday I want to die

Everyday I want to fly

Everyday I wave goodbye

I was there and now I’m gone

There is no house in the sun

So I sleep under the grave

Everyday I wipe my eye

Everyday I say goodbye

And I watch the world close it doors open wide

French fries and Onion Rings

i’m standing in two places and the one

1 foot in heaven

The other one is done

I didn’t ask for this dream you thrust upon me

I wanted to be buried where there is no sun

The worm is turning

Where you used to be

I didn’t ask for this dream

You thrust upon me

French fries and lemon rings

I remember everything

Cold River

Cold river by the mine

Cold river by the mine

Where I walk and spend my time

Seeing you standing there

I have to turn away

Pains so real and it’s so

Hard

Never got to say goodbye 

Pains so real and it’s so hard 

Never got to say goodbye 

Along the skies is where I roam

This loneliness is my home

All I ever wanted is now long gone

Except for the cold  river that runs

By the mine

1547 Lullaby

When I step out inside of the rain

Black-and-white L train.

Roars down the tracks

Across the heavens in the plains for the white terrain.

But only shadow demons remain

Nobody told me

The road could be so dark

All I see are tears

Nobody told me

The heart could so easily break

A pint, a whiskey and a shot of

Rye

I said hello when she said goodbye

And the last rain fell

In a 1547 lullaby

Nobody told me

The road could be so dark

Nobody told me that it would be my heart

That would break

Not the Same

It’s not the same

Since you’ve left this spaceship of mine

To step out away from time

And what was mine

It’s not the same

When I look across your way

The stars are a little dreary

A Tare, bitter malignancy

All that’s left

Of these old stoked hands

Is smoke curled around my nails

And then she turned

And asked what I was doing

High Collar

There’s a high collar around my neck,

where whiskey used to go

sad song in my heart that you used to know.

Some lovers come and go

But you stayed but you stayed but you stayed

and then goodbye

It’s closing time on this old soul

I think it’s time for me to go

close my eyes against this pain.

My hopes, my sigh

I’ll see you again.

3 AM thoughts of you?

One more last step to do

Close my eyes and crawl to bed

in the morning my dreams will be dead

Maybe

Maybe I am cursed

Maybe I’m under a spell

Maybe I’m drowning at the bottom of the

well

Never ever can I tell

Loved her all the same

Loved her past her shame

Tried to lift her pain

Then I watched it reign

Maybe I am cursed

Maybe I’m under a spell

Maybe I’m drowning at the bottom of the

well

Never ever can I tell

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